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My Recent Months

Ok, so as all of you know I have been extremely sporadic with my camming schedule these past few months. Just to give you guys a run-down of what has been going on here it is lol. I know some of you have been like.. “Wait? Where’s Chrissy?” Just thought I would fill ya in! Ok so here it goes:

1) moved in march to my new house

2) moving really really sucked…

3) did an 800 mile round trip in my truck to go see family and friends. altogether there were about 15 people.

4) saw my dad and my grandpa after 6.5 years of not seeing them.

5) my dad cried lol.

6) when I got back I applied for a job at a law office.

7) got the job and LOVE it!!! (this does not mean I’ll be quitting camming)

So with having said just the most major events, I apologize for being away for so long!! I’ll be getting on some time this weekend. I’ll be updating my twitter as much as I can to let you know when I’ll be on due to the uncertainty of my schedule. Love you guys and hope to see you soon!!

it’s a silly half 2 point ride but u get to see me ride at least!

A Woman Should: By Pamela Redmond Satran

“A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
enough money within her control to move out
and rent a place of her own even if she never wants
to or needs to…
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her
dreams wants to see her in an hour…
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …
a youth she’s content to leave behind….
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
a past juicy enough that she’s looking forward to
retelling it in her old age….
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE …..
a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black
lace bra…
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
one friend who always makes her laugh… and one who
lets her cry…
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone
else in her family…
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a
recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored…
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ….
a feeling of control over her destiny…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
how to fall in love without losing herself..
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
HOW TO QUIT A JOB,
BREAK UP WITH A LOVER,
AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
when to try harder… and WHEN TO WALK AWAY…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
that she can’t change the length of her calves,
the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents..
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
that her childhood may not have been perfect…but it’s over…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
what she would and wouldn’t do for love or more…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
how to live alone… even if she doesn’t like it…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
whom she can trust,
whom she can’t,
and why she shouldn’t
take it personally…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
where to go…
be it to her best friend’s kitchen table…
or a charming inn in the woods…
when her soul needs soothing…
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW…
what she can and can’t accomplish in a day…
a month…and a year…” 
― Pamela Redmond Satran

My Older Brother Figure Died Christmas From Pancreatic Cancer

I had to whip out my other laptop to even compose a tweet. Thank you for your support and yes, I cried my freakin eyes out earlier and then slept from just over exerting myself for the holidays. From now, or at least for now I’ll have to just use tumblr or my phone to get the tweets out til I figure out what’s going on. Now back to this… ugh just trying to not cry while posting this is going to be tough. He had pancreatic caner, beat it once and it came back like a “motherF*****”. He fought hard and was only 34 and had just turned 34 when he died. On Christmas Day is what effing killed me. I forgot to call him for Thanksgiving because I didn’t have his # because I had gotten a new phone. So this has been hard, I might just be on late tonight but I just don’t feel like talking about it. I don’t want to cry on cam lol. Here is a link for more information on pancreatic cancer and feel free to make any comments. I’ll hold it together and his funeral is in January so I will be attending that and put flowers for his ashes with his sister and family. BTW he was the baby of the family, the youngest member and his mother also had it and died last year as well.

http://pathology.jhu.edu/pc/BasicCauses.php

Thank you for your thoughts and prayers and I will be strong just gotta get through it.

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